Why I Believe In God.

These days a lot of people have stopped believing in God. I dont jugde them or anything since the two people I love the most, dont believe in God. But still I just wanna list the reasons why I do believe in God.

I believe we are on Earth with a purpose. Everyone has a purpose to fulfill. That purpose is decided before come to Earth. And that purpose is decided by a higher power. It is for us to discover that purpose. I wont say that God makes us fulfill that. But he does lead us to it.

Even though most of the times, even when it doesnt seem like it, life is in our control ; I want to believe, that the times when it goes completely out of our control, there is someone watching over me and will hand it back in my hands.

I am the kind of person who doesnt believe a lot in having 'friends'. I have people who I give my everything to, and then there are people I dont care about. I like to believe that at times, when there is noone with me, there is God. He is my friend and I can talk to him and ask him to make it all better and believe that he is listening.

I like to believe that my mom, who is the MOST AMAZING person I know, is a form of God. She is an unbelievable woman. I cannot begin to describe how much I love her, respect her, look upto her. She is amazing.

I like to believe that when I am doing anything musical, I am connecting with God. I dont know why but I get that feeling.

And most of all, I believe in God because I want to believe in God.

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Now for my normal life.

My exams are on and they are so EXHAUSTING. I dont get time for anything except for giving the exam and studying for it. I had enough today so I just HAD to take a break.

My iPod died. Its like a part of me has died. I'm obviously getting a new one. But still, this iPod. Its been with me through my toughest times. It was Notey. I love you Notey and I always will. :)

-subu-